BOUND AND ALIVE
by Bianca Beauchamp
WWW.LATEXLAIR.COM

NOTE: The following texts are Diary entries Bianca wrote for Bizarre magazine (UK.). Bianca is writing on a monthly basis for Bizarre since fall 2005. The following pages contain six entries that were published, in order, from September 2005 to February 2006.




online March 16th 2006 ... released in Bizzard Magazine: DECEMBER 2005

Even before I discovered what latex was, I was kinky enough to want to try different sex experiences such as having sex with gorgeous girls, getting caught while having sex in public and also bondage. Back then, I didn’t know really that bondage was part of the BDSM scene, but hey!, I didn’t have to know that to actually enjoy it!

It all started with some very cute black handcuffs I picked as a price at an amusement park (who cares about gigantic stuffed toys??) I don’t have a dog that could wank on it anyways!). What I liked from being handcuffed is the feeling of being restrained and a bit helpless. I was at the mercy of my orgasms provider, and I could let my control-freak mind rest for a while.

not long after, I started thinking on how naughty it would be to have my body totally restrained too, not just my hands, so I went to the local store and bought 30 meters of white nylon rope that made knots just by resting there in the bag! The employee must have known my intentions for that rope were wicked ‘cause I kept inventing that stupid leash story while my right eye was nervously twitching! So I went back home with my fake leash and started my exploration in the bondage world. Well I should say that someone experimented it on me because as lazy as I am, I never really tried to actually learn how to do bondage and mine wouldn’t even keep a turtle from escaping! So, I sacrificed myself and kept being the one tied up: It was quite interesting apart from the lack of blood pressure mainly in my ankles and wrists. It kind of got on my nerves and I started to wonder if it could give me a brain aneurysm. It might have been different if I played with an experienced player since I know now there are ways to tie up someone without cutting off the circulation. So I lost interest in these games. Now, I prefer to get totally enclosed in a vacuum bed: better for the brain, but terrible if your room catches on fire! Oups! Where did I put that cigarette?

Give me your best shot: Questions, praises or critics? Ring me:
biancabeauchamp@videotron.ca




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