FANTASIES
by Bianca Beauchamp
WWW.LATEXLAIR.COM
NOTE: The following texts are Diary entries Bianca wrote for Bizarre magazine (UK.). Bianca is writing on a monthly basis for Bizarre since fall 2005. The following pages contain twelve entries that were published, in order, from March 2006 to February 2007.
online February 20th 2007 ... released in Bizzard Magazine: SEPTEMBER 2006
Apart from the penis pictures I get trough emails (discussed here previously with you),
I am getting more and more emails from chicks asking me how they can get into modeling like I did. The subject can be discussed in many details, but due to space limitations, I will focus on 3 aspects.
Well ladies, this will surely not be a big secret to you but I’m going to say it anyway: Whip your body into shape! When I started modeling, I was working at McDonald’s swallowing Big Macs every day. But the more I posed for the camera, the more I realized my body was my principal tool of expression and it clearly appeared to me that I would have to start eating better to avoid looking like a Cabbage Patch! So I quit my job (not such a big lost if you ask me!) and started a no-sugar/fat-free diet allowing myself only few gummy bears during my periods to avoid turning nut like Mr Hyde. But silly me! A diet was not good enough to tone my pancake ass!
So I subscribed to a local gym (where I still go to these days) and I started running on the treadmills for about 40 minutes every day for 2 months. Boy, I hated it (I still do), but I was determinate to loose the extra weight. And I did. But I did also lose my boobs which brings me to the next aspect: surgeries.
You asked me many times before if my breast augmentation was a career decision. The answer is no. After the many cardio sessions, they got much smaller and especially more sagging than ever, which I totally hated. So I lift them up and super sized them. Now, did it help my career? Of course! I’m sure I wouldn’t have been on the cover of Playboy SE with the two sagging peanuts I had! I did eat healthy, and I did train, but some body features cannot change without surgeries. I ain’t saying you will have to do surgeries. But surely broken teeth, stick out ears and bumpy nose will get in your way if you wish modeling to be your main source of income. But before you go under the knife,
make sure you weight the pros and cons: If you get big boobs like I did, know you will get judged and will get funny looks almost everyday. People can be so stuck-up some times.
Last aspect and the most important to me: pleasure. If you wanna be a model just for the cash and think you’ll be rich in a snap of your fingers, you live in a dream land! Modeling has to come from the heart. If to you it’s only a job, it will certainly show on the photos. Passion is what kept me doing it. It lead me to stop my studies, invest all my skinny savings, get into some fights with my family and loose friends. But it was all worth it. After 8 years of compromises and commitments, now, I can travel the world, make new friends and most of all, be my own boss. But remember nothing happens by itself; you will have to work your ass off to stand out! After all, there are many models out there. But there is only one YOU. So how serious and willing are you? That’s what you’ll have to discover yourself.
Give me your best shot: Questions, praises or critics? Ring me:
biancabeauchamp@videotron.ca or
www.latexlair.com